i'm not far away, i'm very far away

i read somewhere that there's no way to know that your last good day is your last good day. but i should have known. i don't know why i thought i'm goa have a ton of good days after that day but that's how i didn't know that was my last good day. i thought that after that day i'm goa be in america with my american friends partying and drinking and i'm goa fall in love with the perfect girl